Girl with the yellow plastic earring

2010-02-26T03:17:00.003+08:00

Bonjour Stalkers!

haha.. I've moved. See FB for address. Finally moving on.

Au revoir!

2010-02-17T11:54:00.003+08:00

There has been a voice in my head lately. One that insists the difference between 'need' and 'want'. I believe it has also been a battle of the mind when it comes to n & w.

So whenever i get very tempted to get a Canon 5D, the battle begins with it. Still the so-called rationale side of me still has that tiny bit of lucky streak over it's side and that is why 5D is not sitting around. This very moment, i could have been staring at it.. playing with it.. maybe even fondling with it. *ahem* I have even prepared the cash. CASH!

It has to be it. It was lost and it's meant to be found, if not, replaced.

So this morning.... another battle begins. This time, the irrationale side of me is badly beaten. Of cos, when it comes to a huge depletion in the pocket, it better be an impulse that cause it. It has to. So i've reached nirvana today. I hear this calling... It's been calling for me, Staring right at me.. I believe it's a sign!

CANON 5D MARK II -
Comm'on Fai Di(Faster) Mai Tu(Dun Procrastinate)

So, u see my dear friends. How can i hesitate any further. The sign is clear ain't it. "faster come buy me!!" that's what i heard!

2010-01-22T19:05:00.002+08:00

This is the room i designed for a project in sentosa cove when i was still working as an interior designer. The owner wanted a modern baroque style for their 15 yr old daughter... n since i was in abit of a rush, i took my room as an inspiration. So if it looks familiar to u, voila~ Even the concept of having square dividers underneath the desk is inspired by my own desk when my mom decided tt girls like me with lots of accesories should showcase it.

haha...

I've been having thoughts about what i can do n what i like to do if i'm nt flying. I can only go back to designing if not, set up a fruit stall. haha... anybody keen in becoming shareholder with me?

2010-01-06T22:57:00.003+08:00

I literally work like a dog through singapore's 2010, so blessed are those who stood with mouth wide open underneath the fireworks. While the Londoners r counting down to a new yr... i was catching the zz's'.

Anyway, bye bye 2009 n welcome 2010. For it shall be a good and exciting yr. Esp for me n jx, it's a yr of the real commitment in action.

spent the whole afternoon sorting out my stuffs, hopefully, i'll b able to hack down my whole room for a new layout. i m still contemplating btw having a single bed or keeping the queen. tmr is work.. to kl... which is a good turn cos my total working hr is only 4hrs. short n sweet. hooray!

jx's coming over.......! tt's y i gotto clean up abit. u c, he's a clean freak n i'm the exact opposite.. so living tgt might b abit of challenge. i guess his coming ov is lmost like a sudden spot check. gosh.. i better finish up what i'm left w.. the dusting. tata!

2010-01-03T00:04:00.002+08:00

What is a person in London doing in her room?
1 of my colleague was called up for a flight last night. Another one received a note for flight later right after we came back from lunch. how sad.

so there goes my plans of gg to harrods, n shopping in bond street, n my nutcraker ballet.
did most of my sightseeing yest.. finally able to since my first london was spent almost entirely in the chinese restaurant eating duck rice and shopping in primark.. not v fruitful for a firt timer right?

thankfully, i have another london coming up. no standbys, n w loads of buddies! weee..... !!!

i love London!

2009-11-18T11:29:00.002+08:00

Change of plans.. we r nt gg to hong kong! dupe~

SIA's tix to hkg now is reallie ex man.. $982 (exl accomodation) to hkg.. so nt worth it, my mom just came back via sia for only $388.

We're going to Bali!

2009-11-17T19:14:00.004+08:00

wat pak! i seriously feel i'm the most boring n or biang person from this strawberry generation.

time to spice things up a lil n get the juicer gg... squeeze some rotten/expired creative juice outta me. *ahem* if there is any~

blame it on time... it's not on my side. there's so many things i need to do but i keep pushing things back becos i keep complaining i'm v tired. which 90% is true... i really am. but things tt's supposed to b done still gotto be done right?

tsk.. slacker man.

2009-11-09T18:47:00.002+08:00

think cherie n jx going to hong kong!

think....

i can't believe we're gg without dear's ai ai.

the dslr was stolen in msia and jx refused to gt another one. It's not just a crap camera, it's the Canon 5D Markll.. THAT would have made all the difference to our hkg trip. oh well..... dear ixus, shall depend on u for now.

2009-11-09T16:24:00.002+08:00

my crazy schedule is as such:

9-11Nov Melbourne
13Nov Bangkok
15-17Nov Brisbane
18-20Nov Melbourne
21-22Nov Sydney
25-28Nov Christchurch

How come i dun smell Europe??

2009-11-03T05:11:00.002+08:00

literally gg crazy after a few non-stop bz week for us. exams n driving in n out of sg for jx n having lost his precious n NEW Dslr n digi cam thanks to the weakling of tt bloody stupid country, and me after jakarta turn. i think we went nutz.

but god reallie is good... all the time.

at least i gt to fly w batchgirl daph-ni-ni to ams n we has a blast of good time.

plus i did my first london w a set of true blue khaki... my first lhr.. no london eye, no tower bridge no buckingham palace but it's alright... nothing beats this friendship!

n it continues.. straight fter flight we missed each other so much we went out again.. of cos we had a few joiners.. JACQ!!! tt auntie from venice n jester whom happens to b my bro friend.

n i gt to meet ah hui for lunch in london n we happily step on green swan's shit tgt. merry!

did a bangkok turn today. tooooo tiring man.. i wun do this next mth i swear!

looking forward to zurich w aishah n raine babe... wooo ktv!! n managed to give away bombay for melbourne n bkk turn... actually i quite look forward to bombay except tt it's too lil money.

neways... i shld b slping. nitex world!

2009-10-31T10:42:00.002+08:00

I've been flying, not missing.

I'm becoming God.. one flight after another without any solid rest day, God~ I remembered doing a 7 days dubai-istanbul n reporting the next day for a melbourne flight, after one day off, i'm did London, and when everyone is merrying after the london flight, i did my own link flight to shanghai n gave all party n gatherings a miss.. thank God my shanghai's touch down is 0545 which gained me 2 off days.. and i m off to Amsterdam. Got back today

well.. u guessed it.. another flight tmr.. Jarkata. and u think tt's the end of my link's' flight, i've gt sss1 straight after tt... n i guess it'll most porb disrupt my zurich w raine n ayshah. damn damn...

i'm soooo zzzzzzz i'm gg to zzzzzzzzzzz...

2009-10-14T16:49:00.000+08:00

off to melbourne tonight. my dear jx n mandy, i'm soooo gonna miss u!

2009-10-12T16:08:00.003+08:00

it's istanbul again! the city of islam, where rich ancient culture echoes, east meets west, oh well.. simply my favourite place in the world wide world!

despite sulky n unruly turks constantly giving u the stare n every eye u catch sends a hunting signal straight down ur spine, guard ur bag n wallets, guard it well, keep ur bag n all ur world's riches close, istanbul being filled with exotic culture is still the place that boils that passion n melts my heart the most. all those things about the ottoman empire, islamic architecture n great food n apple tea, pure humour u get buying a cone of turk marshmallow-like ice-cream perfect for summer, bazzaaars n evil eye.. whoooo! Danger-does it still matter?

it's a great trip i say. however, hagia sophia is still left untouched. I'm gg alone the next time even if nobody wants to go. it's only a few euros.... y bother bt the fee when in return, u r recieving so much more wealth of knowledge n life experience. there's something really special bt this mosque, quite debatefuly what the modern turks would consider it to be.

n topkapi palace, the harem in it. KaoZZZZZ! din even see it doors. next time.

How bt the limestone terrace, dervishes still whirls for allah n tourists alike myself, sumela monastery, the black sea n agean coast where the majestic acropolis stands, and most heard about luxrious turkish bath, the wooden horse of Troy still seems out of reach which sucha short short stay.

I'm making a promise to myself. Anatolia, see you soon! pictures up soon!

2009-10-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

the only happy thing i can think of last week is probably flying to Nagoya. Not only did i manage to do alot of shopping.. buying lots of sweets n spending my entire allowance solely on sweets, we brought the whole of the Ferrari n Subaru team up. doesn't feel like work at all, n even though the cmiv was done right from biz class to economy, our pax were great.. great italians! the aft portion of the plane turned into an instant club.

my busy schedule will continue right till the end of Oct. Ending my Oct flight on a Halloween. Starting from today, singapore will only feel my presence for 4 days. which is quite sad, cos it's not a good balance life... i miss my buddies n family... n please forgive me if i choose to spend my 4 days with my bf cos i hardly gt to c him too..

travelling still brings alot of fun.. meeting different pple do as well. bad pple comes once in awhile, but i've learnt to handle them. my most effective way is to think they've simply went crazy n i'll secretly pray tt they'll recover. poor soul.

tmr is a day off for me, gotto go buy a new luggage cos mine is damaged.. AGAIN. but it's an excuse to buy a new cargo bag... my cam went for servicing.. alamak... everything is spoilt. But i'm still thinking positive... every morning i wake up thinking my wealth has increased another 1 million.. SDG, don wana be so greedy mah. hahaha.. n amen! it shall come to pass!

oh my god.. seriously looking for a holiday w jx... n not myself alone.. where to go alone? hmmmm.....

2009-09-09T16:06:00.020+08:00

am back from a 9 days seoul-frisco and boy was it gooood! nothing can go wrong w a fantastic set of crew from the ifs to the most junior. n since the jcl crew r stuck in the biz clz for all 4 sectors.. we were reallie bonded w our css!

3 sisters... had sundubu all the way. haha

kimmy n i!

drinking @ west rock... tt's kelvyn throwing the dart n the korean bday boy n magician behind. man.. he's magic was 40% chris-angel good..

charlie bar! charlie.. the boss treat us to champagne grapes.. officially my fav fruit now.. n i bought 10 bunch home.

so drunk i was cock-eyed.

other set of pilots... y all botak wan?

off to san francisco n had vietnamese. love the viet boss n this pinko jello drink.

heee... finally able to tok to my handsome bf.

setting off alone since the rest of the crew met up earlier... i went out alone... sad. miscom... but it's okie lah.. cherie is real independant n loves adventures.

Saks fifth avenue

decided it's best to go on foot to fisherman's wharf. the hilly slopes are merciless to my jade legs.. not yet jaded at this point though... see the cable car coming from behind.

i'm reallie ok w u calling me princess.

where the chinese lived... the biggest chinatown in the world! spongebob in frisco!

snacking on chee chong fun!

yan can cook so can u!

whoo... fried dough here in frisco!

u cannot miss this.... c jackie chan n samantha brown?

the prawns' v fresh

the transamerica bldg n columbus tower as backdrop. can u imagine i actually walk a great distance to c this.

watch sean penn's "MILK" if u dono what this is about.

pier 1's jetty

thnk god for map. i went out w/o a map n gt reallie lost

it's just me n my shadow

10 more to go.

free maps fro grab... just pull door. thnk god!

pier's 39 whimsical shops. love it.

tt's thew famous alcartraz in a distance

californian sealions sunbusking in the sun... whoo... shiok life they have.

a typical sfo street. mi at russian hills

Lombard has the most crooked street. sry no pic here.

cable car ride back..

i'm an urban outfitter.

bye bye frisco!

to korea again!

went out w a heap of hip pple.

saba fish here is the best!

went drinking again. this time w more crew!

n it was madness.

oh.. tt's kelvyn n charlie

went to the salon to perm my hair the next day.

before

haha... maybe i shld gt this hairstyle

marilyn wld have loved to c this on every sg girl's face.

yeah... POODLES

wah... rain lookalike.

tt's us after perming our hair. tata icn-sfo!

the boy is coming back from brunei n i gotto GO!!! gg to b late sial~

2009-08-31T17:35:00.004+08:00

oh.. here's a lil meme time before i start. heehee...

Jx n I are at this stage of our life where we are now pretty hyped up on getting our own pad which i oredi have named it 'hong(2) fu(3)' which translates to the Ang Residence.

Anyway.. we're alwys missing out on the good ones, the one i desired to have which i blame a huge part of it to my job. I am however having lotsa mixed feelings bt having the right design n environment we want to live in. Which is especially impt to me as a girl who wants a pretty hse, and a designer whom reallie wants to be a designer-sounding chic n nt crossing ov to having the contractor's taste.

For me, i am mostly tossed between living in a 'white' hse... bright clean airy n lotsa mirrors,

to the dark n meloncholic bachelor's pad
and the eee-ker-lact-tick!

i guess having multi-personalities has alot to being indecisive.

For Jx, on the otherhand, he's been sticking alot to the industrial raw concrete look. We are sooo not in the same league here.

anyway, we have plenty of time to decide b4 we gt a hse..... still a long way but we're working on it.

2009-08-28T14:19:00.004+08:00

Hectic week... coming back from a 5 days perth, after which met up w the twins for dinner n jb w mom the next, went for react workshop at stc yesterday(so glad beatrice is w me) and adeline, one of the girls i met is on the same flight as me to perth tmr. tonight-meeting vic n wenxiong. i say HECTIC but fun lah~ hope to see beatrice n glenn in perth.

man... nv go out w/o make-up. haggard man!

n it's long out dated ndp preview.

spotting the aspiring singapore girls!

2009-08-26T02:29:00.004+08:00

Ken lee= Can't live????
This video makes me laugh till i drop... ExPlosive!! It's a girl singing Mariah Carey's song in some funny language n she insisted it's english. damn funny!!!

my fav guy from 超級星光大道
I LOVE 楊駿文!!!! this is the best la in my opinion.

admire this girl for her songwriting talent.

k k... bye bye! i outta here..

2009-08-10T13:58:00.002+08:00

wah.. some pple r reallie smart. mabukmonkey.com , suddenly rings a bell when i saw tt in my ad board in fb. den i go search my namecard folder n found out my friend's actually the boss sial~ smart smart.

2009-08-07T12:50:00.005+08:00

YOU CAN DO YOUR PART TO HELP!

Donate your clothes!

especially to my dear stewardess friends/fortunate pple! i know u girls or guy do alot.. ALOT of shopping. I am obviously underestimating you if i say ur shopping frequency is weekly... i know some of you r guilty of shopping everyday.

I am very sure you buy so much you dun have enough space in ur closet for ur clothes right!!!?? So i am doing you a favour now. too good to b true right? cherie helping u to clear ur space...

I'm urging you to donate your clothes to TVG also known as the volunteer group. Your clothes will be sent to the poor in SEA. We're not looking at nice clothes tt u dun want.. though. if u dun mind can pass it to me lah.. den i can do some fundraising w it... but we're toking about good old clean wearable clothings.

For further details: http://www.facebook.com/walltowall.php?id=649260763&banter_id=642355955&ref=nf&__a=1#/event.php?eid=106808898364&ref=ts

P-I-C: vish

if not you can contact me at cherie_cks@yahoo.com.sg or send me an sms if u have my number or facebook. Please do not worry about the collection of clothes...just go pack your clothes and text me.

Thank u thank u for your generousity!!
your too blessed to be stressed. Let's do ur little part... it means alot to this pple.

2009-08-03T12:34:00.002+08:00

i m super dark.. like black.. chao dah! can u imagine nt applying sunblock in the desert...??? yest i went to fang sheng... set the fishes free... w don's fam n jx... we were out in the sea n i went w/o protection. now i have a chao dah face. damn......

2009-07-30T15:18:00.016+08:00

Dubai-Cairo 25-31Jul09

Nothing much from Dubai. The last time i was here, i was a dejected soul down in the dumps. I remembered being sooo heartbroken i vow i stay in the room n cry to my hearts content. of cos i din when the crew decided to go for the desert tour. haha..

touched down in dubai again yest n continued my skype with the bf. the only thing i was looking forward to in Dubai. heehee.. free internet. woke up to a call from xy to go to Dubai Mall but i decided to give it a miss even though fred perry is 75% lesser, ferragamo shoes cost 300 sgd n topshop/river island is buy 2 gt one free. cos i slept late n we're actually flying back tonight say 6hrs lter.

anway.. below is my Cairo trip. toooo fruitful, there's gonna be a second time i'm sure!

Nasi Lemak delivered from the Msia joint. damn shiok!!!

weijie, xy n i decided to head out to explore abit of egypt on our own. Behind us is the Nile River which is really a long stretch of 900km.

U know how pple say everyone in Egypt is a con man?? Here i m so ready to beg to differ. These r the kids who escorted us a reallie long distance to the mall n all they want to show is some genuine egyptian hospitality. man, they were sooo tired n needed a break but when they realized we weren't ready to rest, they decided to press on n make sure we reach the mall. we tipped them for being so kind though... n i'm really glad we met them.

of cos i was lucky to meet the real good wan but nv trust anybody there. It's v dangerous in Egpyt.

i wished i brought my swimwear along.

so dusty. Egypt literally is a country tt takes my breath away. The country i ever wanted to visit the most.

see how polluted the air is?? On top of every hse is piles n piles of garbage n dust. nothing u ever seen in singapore n truly one of its kind.

the nile river.

Our first stop: Egypt Papyrus Museum

USD 90 worth of painting with inscripts of my family's name n jx name. A spell must have been cast on me when this guy keep sai-koing me to buy.. must be becos he kept calling me his queen n saying i m beautiful tt's y. cherie conned so easily.

i tot it was cheap somemore... until i reach my hotel room den i tot 90usd for 2 pieces of paper- tt's expensive.

But i like the painting with jx n my name. It's a story of King Tut's n his wife. His wife giving him the lotus which symbolizes the love and the king touching it which symbolizes acceptance.

The Papyrus plant is important to the Egpytian for many reasons. Notice the how the crown brunches out to look like sun beams? which is symbolized as Ra the sun of God. When the stem is cut, u see a triangle which symbolizes the pyramids. Other den tt... they learnt how paper can b made from it and the make baskets out of it.

so smart....

that crazy clock

Lotus decor on the divider. i like...
Symbol of love remember??

catching the very first glimpse of the Wonder. WAOH!

Hardly able to open my eyes.

Pyramid of Khufre. Looks bigger den The Great Pyramid of Khufu becos it's built on higher ground. Tells us, looks itself can be very deceitful. ah gu got study wan ok?

This very fruitful trip widens up my horizon to another level. Apart from the 3 main Pyramids n 6 queen pyramids.. there's a new discovery of another Great Pyramid found. It's location: Smacked right in the middle of Queen Ah cai mama's forehead.

In my opinion, a very ad shot i took of weijie. Pro(3)fe(1)ssion(1)ner(3) ar....

huileng ar~

With yandao Omar

For the lightshow at night which we didn't stay to watch.

Omar's back.i simply abhor people who disobey, esp when it comes to preserving historical monuments.

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO CLIMB THE PYRAMIDS!

I'm bringing a little piece of France to this land. French kissing the Pyramid- one of the 7 wonders of the ancient world. How cool is tt? Not at all in fact... It's a scorching 42 degrees celsius.

Trespassing a tomb.

The real thing- Hieroglyphics means sacred carved letters,is the world's oldest known writing system.

I'm a freaking idiot standing here w eye wide opened amazement.. how did they carved something so magnificiant w tools so basic? we've concluded-the ancient egyptians really have too much time to kill.. they r sooo boliao n boliaoness brings them about the world's greatest
regconition. If u ever look at the Head mask of King tukthankhamun, n see how the gold inlay n how bright the colours have survived... u will really come back more puzzled n amazed den ever. Just how did they do it?

It was complete darkness here below. I stretched out my arms like a blind man would for maximum protection and it was indeed a brief moment of relief for me when the guide lids up the candle, until he said 'look onto ur right, u r holding on to a tomb.' Tt instant i was breathless n the chill creeps down my spine.

so here is Marina, me n weijie in front of tt tomb.

Pyramids n Sphinx.

All the King's Horses and All the King's Men

Couldn't bring the mummies back to life ever again.

A.A

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The Egyptian Museum

If you've been to Egypt n not visit the museum, den i'll rather u say you've eaten sand, lots of it n triumped the dessert by nt plunging ur smelly foot into a single camel poo. Tt way i gaurantee you return a hero n you sound more desirable to the girls n more enviable to the boys.

The Pride, history, culture and treasures of Egypt. Over 270,000 artifacts can be found here. Many Many Many more stolen from the tombs though... The throne, the beds right to the chairs that i had studied for my projects.. Infomations i read from the internet and books, I've finally seen with my own eyes.

Touching moments for me.... haha.

Time knows no mercy and with no sunblock(the trait of laziness is in me since forever), i think i'm definitely aging faster den anybody. damn... n when i'm oredi tt dark... i dun need any further tan reallie.. n the Giza Plateau of Egypt might just be the best tanning salon for sun tanning freaks. And what is best is it's FREE!! What a great way to tan n sightsee at the same time!

The Bazaar. Ask omar to bring u there.

Ladies gotto b extra careful. We asians r like some super exotic being in this Land. The men blow kisses at u n call u sexy fucking hot chicks. Dun be offended, it's them... they want you to be their wife. Just take extra care of urself n ur belongings. Simply discount their gazes n we are best accompanied by our own guys. Other den that, the bazaar is the best place to gt ur souveniors.

And oh ya~ Avoid smiling at them! Remember, You are exotic not erotic.

Home cooked meal!

I think living abroad might eventually do me some good... at least i cook my own meal. A decent one i m talking about here... ur eyes r looking at porridge w baby corn, carrot n canned peanuts , not instant noodle can!

Tt's it.. i cant wait to go home to my dog n bf!

2009-07-23T19:51:00.003+08:00

That time frame

An update about my life this week.. I just got back from a 5 days Perth this noon and i tell u what i've becomed. I've became what they would call, a hibernating crew. All i do at a Layover station is I binge, sleep and glue my eyes to the Tv screen. The only time I'm out, is out hunting for food.

I miss jx terribly. Thank Goodness, I've always carry photos of him with me ever since we were tgt n wherever i go... not tgt as in the recent tgt, but always.. since forever tt kinda tgt. So here he is w mi in my organizer.. i'm positive there is somemore in between the pages. Jx follows me whenever i fly out of town.. he's in my passport. haha..

and just about the night before i depart.... it's us the weirdos in the city! n i met fenni whom i did the perth flight with at butt so it was great.

with the Merlion!! u duno how excited i was to have a pic taken here. I've stood in front of the eiffel tower, the st basil's cathedral.. n watsoever u see in my blog or facebook, but nothing beats standing in front of this singapore icon. I m truly proud to be a singaporean... no joke.

i m extremely tired from my flight n i havent slept since i dono when... i need sleep. like now... NOW!

2009-07-10T12:14:00.003+08:00

Kobenhavn

I was here just a few weeks back.. anyway, will b gg to Sweden later.

In random:

Mandy's like a hen hatching eggs. she's so timid she'll fall so she just sits herself comfortably there.

Some jx+cher time:

I've been eating like a PIG.

2009-07-08T17:24:00.003+08:00

Tonight's destination is Copenhagen.. unfinished.

Seeing Yvonne n ah teck for flight certainly makes the thought of (high possibility) working in biz class a thousand times better. And even if it is working in Jcl tonigh, I hope it's a light load.

Rest days in sg is luxury to me esp when i'm now an official 'Aussie Crew'. Having done brisbane for my first A330 flight, i have perth.. i went to abu dhabi, sydney, mel, adl.. tonight cph... when i come back, i gt an off day before my morning melbourne flight... n off i fly for a 5days perth. count the aussie stations i have. U gt a lucky seven.

Best of all, aussie station earns u ONE off day. woooo.... Fantabulous!

argh~ i'll miss jx n my girls lots. havent been able to meet up let alone say spend quality time. argh~

go vegan pple... cya on the 12th!

2009-07-07T23:06:00.003+08:00

Are You Ready To Be A Happy Vegan??

WARNINGS: video contains scene of cruelty to animals, so if u've just eaten a burger, please refrain from clicking the 'play' button.

My cry is..

PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON THESE ANIMALS!!!

2009-06-28T14:18:00.010+08:00

Welcome to Osaka. NOT!!!
Was In Abu Dhabi from 19-23rd Jun. If ever i were to give up my fabulous job, it would be SQ456. Let it be the Death of me. Trust me, Sydney is peeeeenut compared to this. I declare-I ABHOR aboo darby!

My only satisfaction from this trip actually comes from the cat that doesn't have a mouth.

Oh BOiL.. Was it a hot 47 deg.

becos it was so hot, all the crew decided it's best to stay in n drink to their heart contents. so i went out myself. Even though the beach is just in front of the hotel, it's simply too hot for a suntan.
First stop: Heritage Village

spices n perfumes

mini farm

interesting signage

Marina Mall

mini cotton candy in mini container

product of singapore. u gt banana shake.

pampered myself a little bit.

jasmine oil

went sheikh zayed mosque. joined in for the teaching.

haha. BEAUTIFUL GIRL!

wasted the crew din go

BYE

Meal fit enough for a queen. pizza, pasta, garlic bread n 12 chix wing n drumlets for dinner before setting off for air industry's worse flight.

2009-06-14T03:14:00.002+08:00

it's prada n LV in Milan on the first day. Venice on the 2nd! whoohoo... Just loving italy. I miss jacq, jj n glenn!

shall try to blog bt my trip next time. right now, it's sleeping time. 3.30am in the moen w headache n swollen eyes. think i'm gg to fall sick soon. weak lah.......

anyway, goodnight world. auntie cherie is off to bed.

2009-06-12T06:32:00.002+08:00

it has been sucha great pleasure to be working w sucha nice set of crew. Everyone loves the chief the most. super fatherly n he teaches me how to cook. hahaha...

anyway, this trip is fun becos alot of pple onboard this flt r pple i actually sort of know or link to some friends or so. Like kelly for example, she's pingping's bestie n i often see her in ping's fb. immediately knows who she is when she enters the room.

Flown with radhika n diana before, soo(did 330 n jc99 tgt) n glenn(saw erina n mi in fb) whom r both just 1 batch b4 me, jacq n jj whom eventually gt to find out we have so many common friends. for the rest of the crew, i'm just glad we did this flt tgt. hahaha.. more to come!!

went to venice yest n did a barcelona shuttle this morn... came back n goofied w jx on skype, so damn tired now becos of the lack of sleep. there's just too many things to do in milan n so little time. wanted to go duomo n buy some prada but i'm just toooo lazy. regret a little now, duno when is the next milan. anyway...

i need to slp. i duno what i'm typing oredi. nitez... gg back tomorrow. Miss my dog!

2009-06-03T16:20:00.012+08:00

The Botanical Garden is to me a place where i only go when i was much younger. So we decided to bring Mandy there for a walk.
Jx reallie engrossed in making sure we're going in the right direction.

so cute so cute!

my curious dog

a saturday morning sun.

not a chi huahua~

I'm sure mandy had fun n made alot of friends.

snoozing.

she's a reallie good doggie.

MOnstrous! u Beast!

Mandy reallie sleepy.

Flew off to Shanghai on Sunday. Met up with a reallie good friend Zann.. n Meiling. n one of their crew adelene. So i ps my crew who went for ktv till 6am... v powerful hor.

greedy n bought mac. banana pie is delicious!

room service!

beloved zann w her hokkien noodle.

i think design student will forever have tt tinge of creativity in them no matter what they do. look at my v 'stylish' bang. goodness.... i dono how i pass off w/o being caught. my cut to balance the other side liao lah~

cannot finish... blame macdonald's.

bought a whole lot of junk food back n dun dare to eat... how... waste of money nia... but who can resist mango pocky, red wine pocky... lemon pomelo pocky?? lay's potato chips in lychee n mango flavour?

daring.....

relax

super laksa again.. till call time.

2009-05-29T19:15:00.002+08:00

I'm soo addicted to 戴爱玲

沸腾

忽远忽近忽热忽冷

爱与恨我一样认真

热与冷碰了心都会疼

两个人何苦争强斗狠

你看夜已那麽深梦已那麽深

我也身不由己爱你爱你爱你

我爱到沸腾爱到沸腾

我爱到沸腾我爱到沸腾

爱到沸腾我痛到沸腾

bye bye.. gotto go. meeting vic.

2009-05-29T14:58:00.003+08:00

A job will always be a Job.

My job is not to travel around the world, it is a a job u categorize under the service line, which provides service and in the case of this national carrier i am working for, Ultimate care and comfort to our consumers. Coincidentally, you need to travel frequently to different part of the world. But that certainly does not equates to HOLIDAYING. First of all.. that feeling of irk that u carry to work is different from a holiday maker's feeling of excitment. 2ndly, different expecations and anticipations. 3rdly, your company.

In most cases, our stay are short unless due to seasonal changes, station's pattern become a longer one.. like 5 days beijing or maldives instead of 3. Quite frankly speaking, there is still a piece of adventour in every flight. So i really shouldn't be stepping over to that line of discontentment. I am very contented with what i have been given today.

After watching Angels and Demons which was shot in Rome, every cells n molecules in me soooo very wished to deport myself there right at this point of time. I regretted giving away my rome for moscow. Not just that, I wish it is you i am exploring beautiful Rome with. With you by my side, every odd things turn even, every dull things come to life. More of Rome will be appreciated because of you. wah.. so poetic. hahaha..

Anyway, that reminds me... My rome trip has been put on hold for sucha long time. my bad. heehee... n la kopi time at 768 with jx n i m here, still typing n blogging away. shall fly at supersonic speed now.

ta........ta......

2009-05-27T16:01:00.007+08:00

me at the Hamlet's Castle

yoz! mama in the house yoz!

mi n the beautiful set of crew of sq351 r back from copenhagen (broke but extremely satisfied) since morning.

when an average.. i say AVERAGE meal can cost you about $30-$40, I'm just glad we all do not need to turn to begging or busking in Stroget!

Uploaded the 1,296 photos taken within a short span of 3 clear days already. Huge accomplishment for lazy bums like me.. but i seriously dono how to organize the pictures, hah.. but i certainly will try to blog bt my cph trip.

till den. tata

2009-05-21T13:53:00.000+08:00

life's been good.

2009-05-16T12:08:00.002+08:00

16th May marks my first solo on a A330 to Brisbane. With so many senior crew onboard, i m in for a hellavu great time.

To my dearest batchgirls n boys... Good luck!
To huijin- Blessed Marriage!

With love, hope and dreams
and second chances,
Cherie

2009-05-11T13:13:00.011+08:00

SEOUL April 2009-JCL SNY
Yippee.. after almost a yr, i finally get to smell the air of Korea!! Time to replenish some beauty pdts! hee....

Nam dae Mun Market

Myeondong

every few steps and every corner, u'll gt skin food, faceshop, etude house, missha... blah blah...

ME!!! happy though super shag cos touched down n we gotto chiong cos flying back the next noon.

Din join the crew cos they went out much ltr which for someone like me with agendas is a no-no! i did my shopping in a reallie face pace and shopping stations like this, reallie cannot go w crew lah~

my bag was super heavy n i got blisters on my hands. hahaha...

my loot.. i think i spend close to 500sgd man. damn broke! but it's ok lah~ it might be a yr b4 my next incheon flt right?

my dinner.... the fried cuttlefish

n prawn crackers. Koazzz... 1 transaction din went thru n i tot i gt no money(dbs' Fault lah...) there's goes my sundubu!

used the remaininh dough i had to buy 'my-must-have'! butter waffles and the fruit jello.

nice packaging hor...

SHANGHAI

work very hard hor...

shanghai has one of my fav rooms.

although it's very late.. like 2am when the crew finally gt to settle down in the room, i still ordered room service. V CHEAP N DELICIOUS!!! thai fried rice n spinach n asparagus w balsamic dressing. Cant wait for my next shanghai.. end of this month!! whooooooo

next morning... me and my lss wailin went to the xin wang restaurant at pudong road.

beef+golden mushroom wrap..nt sashimi. it's to be thrown into the mala guo!

tt dish in the background-the best! it's pork's skin+cumcumber+jelly n agar agar+potato chips. weird combi but very very good!! i dun eat pork btw... only this wan. hahaha

garlic scallops

milk tea

gone

me at cheng huang miao on labour day

people mountain people sea

now i know y my dad loves shanghai!

high class

back to the hotel.

quite rush as we've gt a flt back in the evening. the super laksa that made my shanghai trip so worthwhile! Room service!!!! argh~ i can hear the prawns calling me!

n dvds.. hyiak hyiak hyiak

damn.. it took their lives...

2009-05-09T22:12:00.003+08:00

Having been in this flying career for a year, nothing beats the amount of sweat n blood i shed for this recent auckland flight i did.

i came back with 2 nails ripped off.. 4 chipped nails and a toe that was crushed when a colleague throw the cargo bag onto it. Ouch...

for that bloody unforgiving 10hr minus that very needed 1 hr rest, there wasn't a time to even chat and go for toilet check. i swear.. it was service all the way for. being a B2, my 2nd meal service was only given an hour to complete with a full snacks service ahead of it. Based on a full load, 1hr is party time for me. when cpt made announcement for arrival, tray distribution is still in commence. argh~ kill me kille me!! n keeping in mind, i m the galley god. washing n stowing n shoving n working in a limited space with hundreds og pple whooshing their way thru ur work space(which can b freakin irritating n all fss r guilty of doing so), u really wished u kill urself on spot.

but i m a survivor... sweat n blood n wat's not... i m back in one piece!

kl turn tmr.. with berrie n ivan.

2009-05-04T00:09:00.002+08:00

never ever trust heels.

while i was in Zurich and msn-ing with my evil partner qing.. she asked me a question tt left mi abit... *erm*

she asked me what is tt 'white patch ard my eyes n which concealor i m using. hahahaha..

I'm sure tt very prominent white patch around my eyes prob gt some pple thinking cherie is nt cut for doing her own make up... how come the concealor doesn't blend properly. the fact is, it is not concealor or foundation in tt matter.. but becos the area of my eye is super sunken in, n having sensitive skin, my skin flushes 24hr, making that sunken area even more prominet esp when taking photos.

argh... i hate it.. it's ugly. nzways, fell ill... i hope my temp doesn't gt ov 38 deg.. i wana go auckland! n by the time i come back... jx will be back from taiwan too. can't wait to c him.. been awhile.

2009-04-26T14:19:00.024+08:00

My Travel Log (Day 1 -Rhine Falls)
My 2nd time to Zurich, with ah mah, first jcl solo.. sounds exciting huh. It is actually. In fact, I think i did pretty ok for a first solo. At least i remembered all my pax's name... gg back tonight! *cheers*

My phone rang several times in the wee of dawn n i finally woke up to answer 1 at 6.20am. It was ah ma who is staying in the next room. Ah ma being ah ma actually mistook the day for night and thought we should b preparing for flight now. heeheee.. v cute lor.

Anyway, it's our 2nd day here, wanted to go to the very beautiful Lucern which i'd been to before w Alicia n Berrie this morn, but decided not to as it'll be v rush for us to be back for flight. So here i am, blogging, listening to Sara Bareilles and waiting for Rose to touch down so we can all go for lunch and catch up a lil' bit.

To Schaffhaussen Station where the Rhine falls is.

Beautiful Denise

bEst thing about the swiss is the beautiful sceneries and landscape. I've got the best view on the plane. The swiss Alps is a killer.

Ah ma saving a bug n putting it on the grass so tt pple wun crush it. so kind...

the flowers are everywhere.

Tulips. Must be beautiful in Amsterdam.

Realized we were on the wrong side when the water i gg downstream... so we decided to stick to what is planned and head back to Schaffhausen.

Ah ma's happy food

me doing my thang~ pole dance. sexy huh~ hahahaha

the smoke trail

1st class travellers

take bus 1 to rhinefall

from a distance

In Osaka. HAHAHA... cherry blossoms wat..

English Rose

Sausages for Lunch

The Singapore Girls Glam Moments. Hah

The Hungarian episode

It's turning Summer.. so kinda hot.

Rhine Falls-The Biggest Waterfall in Europe. *Gulp*

ah ma with some tourists

ah ma's default mode-the twist

a grumpy mr muthu

doing a chinese dance spose. hahaha...

Back at the Zurich Central Station

the pink house. i like.

cute dog

Switzerland

Where the Lv, burberry and dinner is......

Went in at 6pm.... n u gotto be OUT at 7pm.

dinner was good. traditional swiss food.. great company.

ta ta.. gotto upgrade my laptop. very slow........

cya all on the 27th! Safe flight cherie n ah mah!

2009-04-22T02:40:00.005+08:00

taDah~
i was 22 then.. much younger n much much fairer, the frisco sun sealed my fate of being black forever. my hair was much longer.. which i absolutely missed. when i was 22, i still had him. that of cos, was the best part of my life.

my god.. i wonder how my friends r doing man... reminiscing the good ol' days.

aiyoh.. 不认老都不行咯!!

2009-04-21T18:33:00.003+08:00

The Battle of White & Black begins....
at waraku

cheesy potato

The Blacks n the big bowl.

vs the White

finally met up w ah min ar~

all for the whip.

saddistically sedap~

i blogged. Yeah!

2009-04-17T01:52:00.005+08:00

Jo'burg trip in march 20-23 09

woohoo~ buffet breakfast. i miss joburg oredi. anybody dun wan joburg i want!!! but forget it if it's the joburg-capetown. thnk u!

messy room

Ocean's basket

fried batter mushroom, peri peri chix... damn shiok!!!

Fanta Pineapple.. damn shiok!!

i gave the safari a miss cos i'd been there.

us at the bruma flea market. buy ur magnets here! v cheap!

The super big chicken at tribes.

nysa n i

my brekkie room service. another shiok meal.

whooohooo.. mixed muesli, fruits n yoghurt.

At the end of my stay, after consuming so much meat n good food.. i only spent bt $60 for my food. Which included my meals consumed apart from the room service. shiok right... cheap right!!!

2009-04-14T02:16:00.000+08:00

Gravity keeps bringing me back to you

2009-04-12T13:17:00.009+08:00

An Unshaken Love

I hate how things have turned out for us now.

I find myself, forcing myself not to love you and i really hate but to admit, has been easier these days. When you clung on so tightly to something of absolute impossibility, you will soon wear yourself out one day and come to a great realization that sometimes letting go cannot be a wiser choice to make.

The wounded love has a scar too deep to bury and too painful to forget. We have tried isn't it? Pretending to forgive must have been hard, trying to forget is beyond the bounds of possibility in this lifetime. I don't know why i would inflict such an immense mental distress upon you, now myself, and then regret. I should have fought and fended our love but I am just this unpredictable, horridiculous being that is totally unworthy of trust man.

We never cease to change. Our goals and vision change. I am saying this because having to live apart, we are now leading a whole new different life. We meet different people, we see to different agendas. Our dreams together faltered. I see the change and the impossibles. Everyday we unfold a new chapter with events of abounding odds. One odd i see is you being happier without me and that is all that matter to me now.

I understand you have been keeping your options open and i have no place to bear a tinge of grudge against you. Perhaps, it really is time to learn that loving you is setting you free.

2009-04-09T16:11:00.001+08:00

mandy

2009-04-08T16:32:00.003+08:00

16th March 2009
pea n mok insanely childish! hahahahahahhaahhaa... i m not part of it i swear~ erm...

16th March 2009
Crystalbelle with chriz n raine, after our dubai-moscow flight.. not bad ar~ still can chiong.
Notice how overdued my pics are.. hahaha...

jay chou!

2009-04-05T06:15:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this afternoon, i bought a dress from River island which costs GBP 39.99 (SGD 88.80). As i was checking through my receipt, i realized the amount was credited TWICE. Which means I paid GBP 78.98 ( $ 177.60) for a dress!! KNS!!!

The saddest part is i'm flying back tmr morning(by the way it's 11.20pm here), so there is no way i can go back to the store to verify the purchase and get my refund!!! I M SUPER PISSED. i checked most of the receipt before i sign everytime, but dono y i din check for this n this kinda shit happened. ARGH~ how suay~!

Anyway, I wrote an email to River Island in hope that they can look into this matter and hopefully they reply! argh sucks... this lesson is damn expensive can... hello.. it's pounds we r toking about leh! argh~

RIVER ISLAND better reply me man~!!

2009-04-03T21:00:00.003+08:00

i am just this piece of shit tt is really good at getting ill... i know i am catching a cold because here in manchester, it's pretty cold... n i slept in a crew bunk earlier on tt's good enough to freeze us human for future experimental use.

n i m munching on nachos.. which i tot might aid in counter attacking the flu bug since i'm supposed to feel heaty after tt.

*ah choooooo*

it's gmt: +1 here...

which means i'm now super prepared to SHOP TILL I DROP!
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cos PRIMARK here i come!!!!!
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n the best thing of all, I'm with ERENE, the Zapper! whooot~ got to go.. dun wan to b zapped by my senior.

2009-04-01T11:34:00.005+08:00

Paris in Cold February. My companion-Kaya Lee
Touched down and straight away we chiong....

my tiny room
Our first stop: Arc De Triomphe

Inside the arc.

paranomic view of Paris on top of Arc De Triomphe.

note: Kaya's chui expression!

very well indeed... hahaha

Champs-Elysees

Orchard Road of Paris

Alma Roadway Tunnel..

A Golden flame Shrine for the "People's Princess". Die.In.A.Nasty.Accident

Miss Lee said it's sooo wrong to pose n take pic with it. hahahaha

2nd stop: The Eiffel Tower.

view from the tower top. Too BAd it was freezing to death, if not we wld have stayed a lil longer.

Brrrrr..... Our Final Stop: Musee Du LOurve

OH MY GOD! Finally... Architect IM PEI's work!!

Mona, here we come for ur smile.

was just a heavily guarded smallll pic.

Famous Leon's Mussels. Kyenne n My tired face. can bearly open my eyes by this time. Perth's mussels still the best la dey~ just one pate of tt cost us approx bt 17euro. feel the pinch?

hahahahaha....

2nd day was put on stanby becos of bad weather reported in London. Affected Paris in a way, yet we sneaked out to gt our longchamps. How cld we nt!?

hahaha... prob a long time b4 we can smell another paris. damn 380!

2009-03-29T16:58:00.008+08:00

It was one month ago when....

I met up with vic for dinner.

and we know edison chen hits town n decided to stay to catch a glimpse of the star. I DO NOT like him.. just out of curiosity, plus vic is a very KPO boy.. tt's y. It's got nothing to do with me really. haha
The St*r fail to appear after a long time, so we decided to leave. No regrets.

I was left alone while Vic join his friend. So i shopped n cam-whored. Nothing out of the ordinary i suppose.

And this is when this Manhunt Heat starts to get me, when i met the Mok sisters n the kah-chngs for dinner at heeren and spot a beefy built tt's almost too familiar to miss.

2nd from D left. TT's my sister! whoo!

That is one month ago...

And

This is Now.

Met up for chillax with Don n Dominique after I came back from Africa.

I forced Don to get out of the train just to take this few shots k! A true Blue Supporter!

Yesterday was the Day for the Finals. The usual support team went down to show our support for our friend.

hunk boh? HAHAHA..( i stole the pics from jx.. i cldn't take nice pics like these of cos)

tt's me n jx.

xiao mok mok + xiaopea (showing off her new set of star tattoos!)

of cos the support team includes alot others.

sister.. super proud of u!! Stay real!!

if u think u've got a great Bod....

Me n My Jie Mei have got SIZZZLING HOT BODS 20X better den urs!

mok's killer abs

mich's to-die-for abs.

ah cai totally satisfied with her red bean buns!

tata~

1) Acid bar later

2) STC tmr for first aid.. argh~

3) TUE n WED SSS3

4) Manchester 5 days with Erene dearest on the 2th.

prayfully my no pay leave will be approved.

TO GREECE w Daddy n Mommy!

2009-03-18T10:20:00.029+08:00

Dubai-Moscow
Traders Hotel. Argh~ I wish it could be Angsana.... but nvm lah~ next time next time~

Blogger in Arabic. Key in ur password before ur username.

Karachi Darbar-another crew joint.

Me and christina at the table.

the sumptuos spread.

off to the desert with our guide George. Emirates Training College. Reallie put us to shame just by the magnificent Architecture. See the Aeroplane-like structure.

Stopping over at a souvenier shop.

Raine n I camel-whoring. Very ex ar the things there. so dun buy!

Oh Yes! I heart Dubai.

Me and the 4 wheels

Yoz... cowboy very busy! 哈哈哈

btw.. tt's one of my fav Ls, Vincent Chew. HE is super funny n very good wan lor.

it gets busier.

W raine n cassandra. Oh my God... my whole set of crew is FABULOUS!!! woooh~

The soft velvety sand n it's poop collection.

i dun have the jumping genes in me.. after several, several? infinite times of jumping.. i only have got one shot tt's got mi in the air. 哈哈哈.. I've got no air-time. heehee

see...? now u gt what i mean?

vincent chew's BIG BIG smile! Rachel n I. I heart Rachel though she's my 情敵. Jason Mraz loves me.. i'm positive. 哈哈哈

the windy desert.

nv forget to cam-whore. I am a ture blue cam-whorer!

hanging on to dear life.. the dune drive is a killer with a few motion sickness, severe headache n vomitting.
life is certainly a hellavu roller coaster.

Vincent's kuku pose.

天啊! so cute man! mi! hahahaha

one reason why i love George. George made the girl cry. hahaha... dragged mi n throw me down the sand for a sand slide. Thank u man!

okok! 1.. 2... 3.... LAUGH!!!!!

Get ready for an experience of a lifetime. Indeed... esp with sucha fun set of crew.

mi mi!! still alive n kicking!
Sunset. I take my hats off for Raine man.. Having Puke 3 times, she still can act cute! it reallie takes a pro to do tt lor~

OMG! sandquake.

bluffing.

the yellow thingy in the desert

The Camel Ride

the poor camel. feel v sad for them esp when they have their mouth covered.

He is Happy.

The Campsite

Honoured to take a picture with the presssidunt of U Are Entertaining!

wah.. look at his shiok face!

so loving right.. hahahaha

我是美的咯!!

oh.. swan of the desert. hahaha..

King alabusakuku's luxurious tent.

a wife's got to do what a wife's gotto do!

belly dancing.

Buffet Dinner.

Full Moon and nights out.

MOSCOW

My 2nd Home

The Moscow Circus

Tonnes of crazy children crashing the bronze statue outside the circus.

chriz n raine

the desperado clown being breathless upon seeing the 美人. hah~ Giving him CPR..

Boy.. was he saved and very Glad. 哈哈哈

the poodles, as big as a p1 girl.

A very beautiful furry n very muscular camel

the balloons booth

wigs.

orang utan. V old oredi

ice-cream!! The ice cream in moscow doesn't melt wan hor~ you can flip n toss it ard and it sticks to the cone. wah~ The stage

The finale. No photograph allowed. HEE~

I only wore a cardigan i bought in Dubai n my trusty AF jacket for a 0 degree celsius temp.

Raine n I

Not as messy as the previous few times right? Not bad ar~ gt improvement.

BACK IN DUBAI!

chocs n nuts. sucha crew thing...

silver eagle delivery. chix briyani! shiok.and home. whahahaha...

Right from Ifs to the most Junior crew.... This set is a FUN team! missing them oredi.. SAD!

2009-03-15T11:02:00.003+08:00

My excitment about going back to Singapore meets no end!! I really can't wait another minute to be home. Although i've been away for 8 days, which i'm actually starting to get used to, I still want to be home. Afterall, home is where the heart is, and no matter how cosy a room is, or how incredible the set of crew is(which i m happy to mention this set is way beyond incredible), or how beautiful a place may be.. 家在我心!

牛仔很忙!!

seemingly endless drive to the camp

sun of dubai.

i shall TRY to blog more bt my trip so bye bye now, gg to catch a nap... Home is just 18 hrs away from now.... counting down the hrs!

2009-03-13T16:54:00.005+08:00

I saw that my life was a vast glowing empty page and I could do anything I wanted.

-Jack Kerouac

I'm convinced though we are carnal beings, we actually do possess great power to dictate our own lives and make every single day we live counts. Although we are conformed to a variety of social systems, we are still very capable of making good choices n making the ordinary extraordinary.

I was in Dubai yesterday. I went to the desert and I went shopping by myself. Today, I am smacked in the heart of the Capital of Russia. From a temperature of 24 deg i was thrown to a o deg country. Time stops for no one. Our life on earth is too short and precious to waste. I will be 30 in 5 yrs. Let me remind u, i was once 18 too. 50 years ltr, I might be gone and there will be no cherie chua anymore. What I did matters to no one and I am sure no one really cares if i do make my life a spectacular one. However, we account to the one who breathes life into us. I'm responsible for making it count, at least to myself if not God. Life has been good to me but most of my life is wasted away making wrong choices and being w the wrong people. Let's admit, no matter how super we are, sometimes, life still leaves us with no choice. Like how i would love to be in Sunny Singapore right now and be with this person i missed most. But alas, Life doesn't work this way, whether today is a fruitful day still depends on how 'happening' u want to make it.

My life has a vast glowing empty page too. In today's page, it shall be filled w adventures to the moscow circus accompanied w a bunch of fun people.

How do you choose to live your life today?

2009-03-12T00:10:00.011+08:00

♥ "Love is simple, simply love." ♥

I think about it alot. Is love really that simple? If it is, it would not have been a topic philosophers fought for centuries to give their definition to. What does it mean actually? see.. it still confuses me. Something i cannot come to term with is not simple at all. Perhaps it really is, i dono. But we have mixed it with our faults, fears and selfishness. Maybe we are the one who complicates love and make a mess to our life.

Love is not simple. But to love n be loved is to have lived. It brings inspiration, peace and light to a life. At least i know it did when I had u.

Love HAS to be certain! I cant be more certain about u now den before. We all know time is a powerful healer but i don't want to be healed and this feeling can't be lost. I don't want it to. I would love to love u n love u forever.

tsk.. aiyer.. i'm stopping here, i dun feel inspired anymore with so many uncertainties n confusion. but it's ok.. I m a fighter, i fight the negative thoughts in my mind, i fight back the tears now n den whenever i lost to the thoughts. i fight with myself everyday to become a stronger me. Flying off to moscow 6hrs ltr n my room is in a mess~!! gotto pack my bag now lor!!

keep shining! I believe tmr will be a brighter day for us! ta ta!

2009-03-10T13:10:00.014+08:00

That feeling that never goes away...

Last night as i departed Singapore for Dubai, the meloncholy sets in and the feet gets heavy as i lugged my luggage down to my dad's car. The immense sense of loss when somebody is gone is incredible and hard to stomach. I remember the countless number of times i murmured to myself as i walk towards the custom officers. How i wish i could stay.. How i wish you were with me till the very last minute when we really really have to part. Unfortunately, that is impossible, and the phone is probably the only tool that connects us.

My eyes started to well with tears, but i have to remember the Image i am obliged to uphold once i donned on the uniform. The professional image this uniform brings forth to the world and anyone wearing it has got to toss any matter of the heart to a side. This is the hard part. We are human afterall. But the hardest part punches in when you have a brief moment to yourself during the take-off and landing when you disengaged from work.

I've always wished you had a better someone. Someone who can replace me, someone who can give you happiness and unconditional love. I thought I would be able to give you my blessings when that day comes but I was gravely wrong!

Now I have a taste of what it feels like to become an insignificant person in your life and being powerless to bring back the love that we had before. Moving out of the place I had in your heart before is the ultimate. I could have died just by telling myself to move on because you already had. I am finally able to emphatize with what my selfishness had put you through. How could I have done that? You must be thinking it never pays to be good to someone, not with me at least. I'm heartbroken but i do not need symphathy or respect because I simply don't deserve it.

And hearing you said you dun love me anymore is death to me and death is complete and definite in itself.

The love I have for you, it never left. It'll never go away, not ever i promise.

2009-03-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

I have made up my mind not to go out in moscow. To show u see how determined i am this time round, I've decided not to pack my winter wear and any thermal into tt luggage. NO MOSCOW CIRCUS! NO RED SQ! because i really need some quite time alone- to hibernate, to cry my heart out n be as miserable as i can while i'm away from this familiar surrounding. Perhaps i should drink to my heart's content since vodka is dirt cheap in Russia.

That's what i shall do.

决定给深爱的你祝福.. 希望你能在没有我的世界活的更快乐一些。

2009-03-06T04:34:00.011+08:00

When people around me are out of love, and they cry, and they start to make things a wee bit too theatrical sometimes, well... i would say most of the time, and end up being the victim of their own tragic scene, i always try to keep my head cool, brush their sad situation off my shoulder and think " GET A LIFE.... (BABY)!!???" certainly there is more to life den just ur Pathetic gf/bf wat? Big deal~

I realized that's because i've nv truly learnt what it is like to love. I'd always believed that we live only for ourself, why should we need another person to make us feel important n make our lives more meaningful. We choose the way we live, we choose who we want to be and we choose what we want to become. That's my philosophy in life. AND this philosophy of mine is CRAP! oh my god... it took me sooo long to get this fact right.

Because i have been so blessed to be loved and cared for these years that i was with you, that i forgot how it is like to feel sad and be heartbrokened. So, pls forgive me for not being able to understand the pain u have to go through. I've always thought nothing is tooo big that i cannot overcome, but really, nothing is too big because i've always had u. Come to think of it, I've nv felt a tinge of insecurity when i was with u and actually, I've forgotten how it's like to be disappointed with somebody.

Haha.. I'm a love fool. Only self-centred people are qualified to be a love fool. That's me!! *waves* What they do is sabotage their own happiness. That's me again!! aiyoh~ tsk.. y is it always ME?

It's been harder these days... no work.. too much time to waste... dun need to slp.. like tt lor... insomnia lor.. prob pop a few valium lorrrr... n c if i can catch the zzzzz or not lorrrr..

errrr... pathetic lor~ sad case lor~ shake head lor~ emo lor~ drama queen lor~ yucks lor~ sux lor~ worm of woodlands lor~

5am...

GOOD MORNING LOR WORLD!

2009-03-02T01:50:00.014+08:00

Hi peeps, i shall blog on my Perth trip which dates back to 07th Dec 2008! haha.. i'm a blog bummer. Neways, back from causeway point n guess who i saw? Sanjay n Weiming!! the loving couple!! woot~hahaha...

ok.. here's Mi n Supre! Supre is a big fan of me no doubt bt tt... The store must be opened because they r aware of my existence on this planet. Damn touched~
Supre!

Fremantle

Perth Station

the crew n pilots stressed ov the complicated ticketing system. ONLY EXACT CHANGE!

here's katrina voon, alicia + christine(our dearest SNY from the famous batch 999) and mi!

us w May and a weird aussie.

Welcome to Fremantle!

Artistic sial~

whoooo~ gelato!

Cicerello REALLY has the best fish n chips n mussels! I SWEAR! better den the one in Leon's, Paris.

Pretty Alicia n I

Fazlin my neighbour.. heehee... n we're just a few batches away n i rem her asking how i do my hair when we were still in STC. hahaha.. My hair's a flop tt time leh~ Katrina n I with the Chief.

i was tanned already. the merciless sun.

How bt a grp picture...?

Mi w my 'hubby' KC!

Here come the Mussels! Voila~

n the chips... SEDAP~

Now u see it...

Now u dun... ( my Chief insisit i take the before n after) hahaha...

n the chocolate smoothie? tooooo delicious!

The aqaurium outside the washroom.

KC: Kua simi Kua, nv see handsome hunk before ar?

dearest sny babies...

FREMANTLE MARKET ♥ LOVE IT!

retr☺

Kite sailing

Something Cliche for Dinner...

my tannline. sexy hor...

The cherries i bought home only cost me about AUD14. Good Deal!

That's all for now FOLKS~

2009-02-25T01:24:00.002+08:00

By one person's strength, he cannot give you the whole world. But by one person's love, he can give you happiness that the world cannot give.

It's so cliche but how true about 'people only learns to treasure something after they lost it.' Period. No arguments.

It is too late isn't it?

It is too late.

2009-02-24T02:33:00.007+08:00

Deceptions and crocodile's tears are all that is that's been swirling in my mind right now and i certainly do not want to start cursing and swearing. If i were to have a superpower bestowed onto me, i hope it is that i am able to see through a person's heart-the motive.

And having to live through this 25 years and seeing all sorts of people, i am finally able to conclude one thing, that a leopard never loses it spots. The spots doesn't relocate, it is simply nv lost. That is why i am disappointed. I am disappointed with the mere fact that i am never ever gonna be in any position unless I achieve nirvana or turn God to change this fact. The ugliness behind that mask you put up will forever remain and there is never sucha a thing as the beauty of the soul in you. You manipulate people's thoughts, you put up a falsehood even when you are with your closest friends, you discounted the friends that back you up, you falsify love, i believe even to the extent of kinship, you attention seeking freak.

Aiyerrrrr~

I don't feel good putting people down. But have you ever thought of my feelings when you put me down? No, becos you were in sucha good mood to do so, you are simply oblivious to how people feel.

Seriously, I cannot think of anything good about you except that you have an extraordinary talent for acting. It would be such a waste if you did not sign for any talent-time. It's so hard to say things in the face of a drama queen. I am inapt to handle big hoo-hahs situation like this.

I admit.. u win!

2009-02-14T17:07:00.006+08:00

hello peeps.. i'm gg to moscow-houston-moscow again! Thia time it's gonna be a 9 days trip.. 1 day lesser den my previous pattern and i'm working all 4 sectors without paxing! ALAMAK!! how can!!

Here's some pics from my previous trip. I spent the longest new year ever.... We celebrated the NY in sg time, 5hrs later, we celebrated the moscow time new year.. and we flew to houston which is 14hrs behind sg time to celebrate another new year! DRAggggggY~!

my and fav FS now LS jo.. lub lub!!

Moscow oso got si bei lor~(4 horses road) haha

viv, jeremy(FO), Zann, Patrick(IFS) me and jo in front of st basil's cathedral..

SNOWING and freezing lor~ waiting for the coach that nv comes!

2009-EMO!

2009-HAPPY!

MY INFAMOUS MESSY ROOM!

Nasa Houston, Texas

drinking session!

super tak glam!

they call us Charlie's angels. Jo is our Charlie! I Miss the girls lor!! n JO!! *pretend u nv c the green green thing*

Not sure if i shld go out or nt.. argh~ been to moscow like umpteen times!

bye bye... cya all on the 23rd.. nt gg to bring my lousy laptop!

2009-02-10T03:28:00.007+08:00

when i read the initial part of what my bestie wrote in her blog, i felt like crying. I was touched to tears knowing how appreciated i was even though i reallie think i havent done much for her even when i know i cld have done more! But towards the end, she sounded like she's giving a hong xin da jiang speech ".....*MuackzZzzzZZ* n of cos nt forgetting my wonderful gals....ya know who ya r yeah..;) thanx for all the support n understanding.....luv ya all...:) *HUGZZZZZzzzz*" and tt made me laugh to tears!

To me, there is a price tagged to every friendship. Some are worth $300, some are worth $4, some are merely worthed $0.20(that is a pathetic case), and some are priceless. For the priceless, it is irreplaceable in the heart n i will not trade it for anything else in the world.

My best friend has got the funniest pet name. I call her ah mok, n more recently, xiao mok mok! whoo... U wun believe how much she loves her name, n everytime i calls her tt, she gets high and that alone send a chill down my spine. LOL.

My best friend is forever estatic and hopelessly chirpy. I love my bestie very much because she takes care of me and stands by me through my toughest time(trying to write like a primary sch kid haha) n she is forever contactable! cheers to that cos i m always MIA. hee... very guilty. My bestie is a v hot girl, she gets pick up in the club all the time. Even so, she does not bang-seh me. Thank God!

When my bestie feels sad, i feel sad too. When my bestie is happy, i m happy.
When i feels sad, my bestie feels sad too. When i m happy, my bestie is happy.

I m glad i spent 10 years of my life with u! Will be even more delighted to spend another 10,20,30,40,50...100 yrs w u! *BIG HUGS*

2009-02-06T02:30:00.007+08:00

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.

I love you.

How blessed it is to be loved. Even though i am nothing special. Even though i am just a common girl with common thoughts but i know i am loved. I have a wonderful family and wonderful friends and i continue meeting wonderful people. Blithe shouldn't be a luxury for selfish people. This year i shall love. I shall grow towards selflessness. Perhaps den, i will be a happier person when i learn to love.

Happy birthday to myself.

2009-01-31T12:16:00.002+08:00

Was looking through my san fransico pictures.. i really miss that station n somebody offered mi her hong kong frisco flight but i turned it down becos... I'LL BE FLYING TO PARIS!!! haha.. with lee san ba! whoohoo~

land of gucci n lv n chanel... oh hohoho.... but i'm too broke for tt now. sigh

2009-01-29T12:53:00.014+08:00

Happy 牛 Year!!
My renuion dinner is spent in Jakarta. Went shopping with some crew to the mangga dua sq and the other one i think is taman anggrek mall. After tt 9 of us had a renuion at the hotel's restaurant.

Jakarta celebrates cny too! Touched down at 9am and my parents picked me up from the airport and headed straight for our first visit.

here is me n mary kuku.

kim bo n mi w daddy dazing in the background.

den it is down to porpor's hse where most of my relatives will gather on the first day cos tt's where my late great grandfather used to stay.

me and jovan. For keepsake in case Jovan grows taller...

boy and men

haha.. megan n I cant stop bullying Germaine

on par with each other.

With the grandparents

megan

bjorn

javier

germaine

joel

Jovan

I dun know y my beloved cousin had to take this picture like this! haha

my biao yi n i.. she's gt 3 kids. 2 of them r teenagers oredi~ still looking great! envious

gu por n i

i love my biao yi's bag.. so sweet~

next yr i must be glam too! germ n por

cher n por

the new yr goodies!

my mom's labour.

cousinly lub!

The chai shen miao

the cow my dad bought for me. haha

my mom certainly thinks she owns the whole place.. hahahaha... i'm lazy to type.. gg out to gt my stuffs!

BKK n Paris! with kyenne mei.. whoohoo.. finally!

2009-01-25T00:05:00.004+08:00

Got activated for a Jakarta nightstop. Will be setting off tmr to a land of loneliness and mosquitoes! Thank God it's a short flt. My intention is to get all the beauty sleep that i want and prepare for my CNY! I'll be touching down on CNY itself~

bye all.. it was a lovely night.. a lil strange but nice.

2009-01-23T12:28:00.008+08:00

I woke up this morning, like any other morning and in a little piece of solitude that i have, asking myself again 'what have i done?'

I gave up the one person worthy to be loved with my own selfishness and wilfulness and that is why i have to bear my own actions now. Learning what love is this way is hard and the pain in the heart is immense. I finally remembered who has always been there n how much hurt i had inflicted upon you. You are right.. I completely tossed aside the love that i was given and forget the people whom had loved me the way you did. It feels like somebody just slapped me hard and brought me back into reality from my sleep, but everything is a little too late isn't it?

Some things once lost is lost forever. I don't deserve the happiness that every human being ought to have, the torments of guilt, that is what i deserve. I ask for your forgiveness but i know only God can forgive my ugly heart.

I know that it is no use crying now. Where was i when you were crying the loudest?

2009-01-21T16:16:00.007+08:00

I'm back from Auckland The City of Sails, New Zealand. Was called up for this flight though. Had 2 clear days in Akl, and i spent it just walking aound the neighbourhood on the first day and town on the 2nd. while some of my colleagues took the challenge to do the bungy jump off the habour bridge, i've decided to stay mostly indoor to watch tcm-in english( cos Russia oso has TCM but they all speak russian. even spongebob sq pants speaks russian)... which is quite a rare case for me to stay indoor. I WAS GOD DAMN BROKE! tt's y!! With just $80, i barely make it back this trip. hahaha.. just kidding.. i used every single bit of my NZ dollar! whoohooo~ what an accomplishment!

Western Park

Maritime Museum

Shopping here is better than austailia becos it's not only got Supre, it's got Lippy and cotton on and what's not.. side by side. And shopping here is definitely cheaper compared to au$.

hmmm~ who can resist the smell of freashly baked cookies? especially that of Mrs Higgin's. Certainly not me.

Wendy's for Dinner. So adventurous! B Y E B Y E E X P I R E D C H I P S ! ! !

oh.. god damn it~! it's like 02.01.2009 and 22.01.2009~

2009-01-17T16:12:00.002+08:00

环游世界我家在心里

Cherie in Rome

from osaka to rome to manchester to perth to moscow and back to moscow and houston and i guess many many more places... i have not updated my pictures! hahahaha... i'm slow here... heee

2009-01-15T20:09:00.032+08:00

ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING

Just after touching from Beijing, I got a sms from Erene offering the Cairo flt (lucky her) in exchage for any other flts except _ _ _ _ a & Beijing.

I love Beijing!! i seriously dun mind taking another Beijing Flt, provided if it is SQ 800. So to my beloved batchmates, u can give me ur PEK if ur not interested ok!! beijing has the lovelist sunrise.. i swear!

I've nv reallie visited the city reason being, the flt i do always touches down in the noon... n we leave the next day. Can't dop much i say.

Anyway, this is the new Grand millennium Hotel. It's better den Hilton becos it's situated in the CDB.. though Hilton is just around the corner. haha... And.. the CCTV building is just next to the hotel. I love Beijing's architecture!! and and and.... the internet is complimentary!!! whoohooo~

here's my room...

the workspace

the toilet doors can b opened

n closed... WAOH~ hahahaha...

bathroom

the bathtub overlooking the cdb n cctv building

the shower area n toilet is seperated.

the amenities bar.

let the corny cherie show u the view.

well.. it's just an excuse to camwhore. hahaha... my room is like messy oredi.

i turly madly deeply love the bathroom

I'm ready to chiong after sleeping for 3 hrs. hahaha.. supposed to go out earlier so i can visit the forbidden palace but i chose to zzz cos i was reallie too tired. i only went out at 3pm.. the weather in PEK is 1 deg.. so cold.. n i'm not even wearing enoough...

me with the hotel behind.

the CCTV building which i absolutely love and am glad i finally get a chance to see it!

my chio chio(smiley nt pretty) face

the CBD

Mode of transport: the METRO

I'm pretty impressed by how clean they kept their new metro station. U can c how frequent the cleaner cleans the place.

my station. Point A

My first stop: Tian an Men
so many people man...

my first glimpse of the tian an men

the weird looking qi lin bio-ing me... damn cheeko pek lor... hahahaha

the mass coming out from the forbidden city. IT'S CLOSED!!! damn!I met a guy who is travelling from Fujian and he wanted to travel with me. Gosh~ thank God i managed to siam him!! Though he looks decent but it's better to b safe den sorry i say. Moreover, i am a female traveller travelling alone. scary!

across the street.. the sun is so bright i cldn't even open my eyes.

The National Flag.

what a big public sq.

people mountain

people sea

i did sooo much travelling tt day~ cos i din plan my itinerary well... forget to visit the bookstore and the national centre for the performing arts which is near the forbidden city and i left for the bord nest only to decide to go later at night... at this point of time i decided to go to Yong an Li which is where the silk market is located.

was super famished and decided to settle my dinner at yong he da wang, damn shiok la my dinner. thank God i din choose macdonald's or yoshinoya. hahaha...

me at xiu shui jie. din buy anything lah~ not in the mood to bargain! but since it's a must go place, i go lor. chui right~ hahaha

My Next stop: Bird Nest

very nice right?

hehe.. cannot resist camwhoring.

even the train for the Olympic line is soo nice. I love turqoise man~

I've Reached!!

the metro.. nice hor... nice hor...

The nation aquatic Centre. It's where all the swimming,diving and synchronized swimming are staged.

was freezing to the max becos it's below zero deg and i'm nt wearing enough, plus the wind is blowing super strongly. i shivered all the way back to my hotel room man...

me and the bird nest.. u wun c the pics from my cam becos i paid someone to take pics for me and the photos r deing developed immediately.

BUT I PAID 200RMB!! that is more den $40! sssshhhheeee.... i told my mom $30 only.

my well-knowledged photgrapher n his friend..

us going home... sooo cold outside. my face is like frozen oredi.

romanian traveller

my super messy room......................... and my hot cup of tea!

still msn-ing.

can u tell i'm super tired?

still not about to zzzz..... n i goto wake up at 4.30am!!! in the end i only slept at 3.30am.. 1hr n i'm off to work.

and ta-dah~ guess who i flew w.. gosh! this is classic.. n dedicated to miss chen!!!

tt's all... Doing a Manila turn tmr leh! suddenly got a sick feeling....