so it's not just a i love u, u love me kinda matter.
to think tt i m bastard enough to ask somebody do tt to hurt somebody. i m a total bastard. Mr shun is right... there's nothing i can't control. it is a matter of the mind not the heart.


i m a huge disappointment. i m shit. wat right do i have to ask somebody do tt. yes i cant always know n admit... i have to wake up my ideas n control. yes.. it i not about anybody, but me.


but isn't it too late? i wake up w my head twice the size, n everyday i m still thinking if i ever should.


sigh~ less den 3 hrs to slp.