good morning. i am back to telling u how pathetic my pathetic life is.

Mel said i'll b able to control my situation and i am powerful to make my own decision and make things work. i seriolusly have my doubts.

Haven't I made myself v clear what i want??

This morning i woke up thinking of what Mel had said. "Nothing comes together by force"

i really dono what you want leh~ gg away is really a test of how real/reel my feeling is. will see how our fate twist when i'm back.

So i'll be gg to Dubai-Istanbul-Dubai for a week till tue 0700. gg for a haircut and manicure... tired man. slept too late last night.