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paiseh ar.. i must add in a video.EMO
Anberlin- Paperthin Hymn

thanks to my bf.. i always listen to this over n over.. over n over n over n over.. forever n over n over...

Thrice- Betrayal is a Symtom

can't give u the live... toooooooo noisy. Teppei rules!!

Kt Tunstall- Taratata

finally something nt so emo.
to here*
i'm depressed.
i feel the unhappy lump in my throat.

argh~ i dono what i'd used.. if it's the blushers?(cos i'm allergic to make up) or my new n easy way of applying the moisturizer n sunblock? or the dirty pillow which i'd nt changed for hmmmm..3 months? or more?

tiny bumps... i think u call that pimples r sprouting out from possibly all my pores. argh~ scary... freaking scary.

those disgusting bumps r nt even there yesterday.. yet it's growing like crazy this morn.
how ar???