it's hasn't been easy for me ever since yest when the news was broke out to me. flabbergasted by the shocking news manzzz.. u really dun know y he did it and how he did it.
just came back from the wake.. arvin is so good looking. he laid in a white coffin, in it, many many hand written cards. there's even 1 with mr bean. heehee... he's our mr bean. i'll always rem him looking like him, except better looking, sounding like him n walking like him. he looked so peaceful. n u can't even see the shot.. he looked liked he's fast asleep. n i place my rose in his coffin. auntie kay was looking at him the whole time.. we're all grieve strikened. argh~ i just cldn't express my sorrow. *sobx*
it's even harder to see my aunt crying. i know she cldn't bear to c him leave. afterall he was so nice to even hug my aunt when he hasn't seen her for quite awhile.. my aunt nv felt so loved b4... she wished she cld have hug him 1ce more... we're all devastated. the hse was filled wth his relatives n police frenz..
the saddening thing is, he's supposed to cel his sister's bday today. n she's like so unaware of what had happened to her brother. she just asked gleefully when she can cut her cake, n when her cousin replied her tt she's nt gg to cut her cake today, she simply laughs off n ask if she cld open up her prezzies. so saddening man...
cldn't zzz well last nite... i act cried so much my eyes got swollen today.. haha.. u just can't imagine such a good-natured, kind, soft spoken guy lying in the coffin like tt.. he's got sucha bright future.. so good looking... a mom n a sis to take care of.. a sick granny... y??? he's my fren.. my childhood fren ok... i totally regret nt taking more initative being his fren when i cld since i'm the more outgoing wan... y didn't i??? y didn't we???? his dad n my aunt tried to bring us closer. omg... how selfish of us.... he's sucha lonely boy..
u noe.. i still rem how we used to play badminton after our hw... sometimes mi n my cousins even lft him out.. n he's dad will like asked us to invite him. how we always pop over to his place w/o informing him about our arrival because we're just pri 1 kids w/o hp. how we always carry that fat humongous bag of ours waiting for tt damn sch bus... how i rem gg to his hse for no reason to do tt banner. how cute he is to burry his dead bird in his flower pot. he's just a kind boy u noe... he's doted by every1 wat... y did he do tt?
i wished we were nv bz with our trainings, den we wld prob have time for u my fren... den u weren't be lonely...
arvin... pls come back. i really wished u nv have done tt.
just came back from the wake.. arvin is so good looking. he laid in a white coffin, in it, many many hand written cards. there's even 1 with mr bean. heehee... he's our mr bean. i'll always rem him looking like him, except better looking, sounding like him n walking like him. he looked so peaceful. n u can't even see the shot.. he looked liked he's fast asleep. n i place my rose in his coffin. auntie kay was looking at him the whole time.. we're all grieve strikened. argh~ i just cldn't express my sorrow. *sobx*
it's even harder to see my aunt crying. i know she cldn't bear to c him leave. afterall he was so nice to even hug my aunt when he hasn't seen her for quite awhile.. my aunt nv felt so loved b4... she wished she cld have hug him 1ce more... we're all devastated. the hse was filled wth his relatives n police frenz..
the saddening thing is, he's supposed to cel his sister's bday today. n she's like so unaware of what had happened to her brother. she just asked gleefully when she can cut her cake, n when her cousin replied her tt she's nt gg to cut her cake today, she simply laughs off n ask if she cld open up her prezzies. so saddening man...
cldn't zzz well last nite... i act cried so much my eyes got swollen today.. haha.. u just can't imagine such a good-natured, kind, soft spoken guy lying in the coffin like tt.. he's got sucha bright future.. so good looking... a mom n a sis to take care of.. a sick granny... y??? he's my fren.. my childhood fren ok... i totally regret nt taking more initative being his fren when i cld since i'm the more outgoing wan... y didn't i??? y didn't we???? his dad n my aunt tried to bring us closer. omg... how selfish of us.... he's sucha lonely boy..
u noe.. i still rem how we used to play badminton after our hw... sometimes mi n my cousins even lft him out.. n he's dad will like asked us to invite him. how we always pop over to his place w/o informing him about our arrival because we're just pri 1 kids w/o hp. how we always carry that fat humongous bag of ours waiting for tt damn sch bus... how i rem gg to his hse for no reason to do tt banner. how cute he is to burry his dead bird in his flower pot. he's just a kind boy u noe... he's doted by every1 wat... y did he do tt?
i wished we were nv bz with our trainings, den we wld prob have time for u my fren... den u weren't be lonely...
arvin... pls come back. i really wished u nv have done tt.
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