Greetings from mr n mrs highly bruised toes. awwww~
now u know why i always tok about plastic surgery for my toes? It's prob the most deformed pair of feet i'd ever seen.

my room during the deliberation period is like a battlefied.
those tissues there? for squeezing blackheads. as a matter of fact, i reused it day after day. *speechless* as for my room?

i've gt nothing much to say about my distasteful room really. nthng.

ta-dah... trust me.. it's alot messier b4 i tried to tidy up. this is oredi the half-done room. oh.. btw... meet my cho-cho bolster.
dear gt mi this cinderella's mouse just when i needed a mouse cos my useless optical mouse had a sudden heart failure and it died. i was pretty surprised when they have the princess wan. the minnie n daisy wan sux lah.


hey..
many times, we dun realize that the person we hurt is afterall, just a human with flesh and blood. Too often, our immature mind teaches us to view things in perspective good only for ourself. Occassionally, we tried to defend ourself by indoctrinating that the things we do is first and foremost, most beneficial to the other party, nt us. We deceived ourselve that at the end of the day, it is ourself who suffered the most.. it is ourself tt had endured the worst crunch that watever bad situations had slapped unto us. *oh pity patty~* i know tt all too well myself.

i hope that time comes when the tide is over and the mixed emotions are settled, that it will be unravaled to you:

that this person u had hurt loved u very deep once, love u still even now.
that no matter what you had said or done, you are still the dearest person to his heart.
that when you made that decision, it is neither him nor you that had been hurt, but it is his spirit that you had crushed.
that at the end of the day, u will realize that this boy is a boy whom had tried very hard right from the beginning to tell u how much u matter to him. (n after so much of fighting, he was given hearbreak in return)
that it is half-grown-child-brain silly to think that you r nt worthy of him..
that he is no object.
that he has feelings too...

i know i wun understand. i guess i nv will. but trust me, i speak from experience. i just hope things will take a turn on the better side for u amazing pple who deserve each other and bliss.

i had once again spoken too much. hahahaha... *retreat*